Woke up this morning and was in a good mood but that slowly slipped away. It might be due to the dull and dreariness of the morning.
I feel so down. I try to be upbeat but sometimes it is so hard. I try to keep busy and not let my mind wander but it does. So this morning I thought Ill do some website work for my high school reunion in 2014. Well that didn't last long at all. I checked out the FB group for my high school and it seems anything that I try everyone is saying no. The other organizer and I thought a weekend for the reunion would be good as there are quite a few of us that do not live in Ottawa, let alone Ontario. So a we thought weekend would be good. Apparently so far the consensus is a one day event.
I can just see me telling my hubby oh hun that reunion I am going to in Ottawa is only for one day. It isn't going to go over too smoothly. (Well at least I don't think it will).
I just feel that I am just not cut out for anything lately. This is not the only thing that is bothering me today. I have been out of work now for going on 3 months and nothing. Hell I even applied for a car sales position that is how desperate I am getting. Whether they will call me is yet to be seen as I just sent the resume in the other day.
I miss my kids so much. I really wish they were closer. I know that is impossible for either one of them. They are both so busy that i don't hear from them as often as I would like to hear from them. I don't think they really realize how much I love them and miss them, maybe they do I don't know.
Well I guess I've ranted on enough for the day. I have had my cry and feel a bit better, so I am going to try and find something to keep my mind off of things and get me in a better mood.
Thanks for letting me rant!
Until next time!!!
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